to my darling husband

this is kinda mushy gushy- but its a tribute to my sweet husband.

Dear Kellen,
When we found out we were expecting 8 months ago, we were both a bag full of emotions. We were exciting and felt blessed beyond belief, but completely overwhelmed and scared of the unknowns. We had no clue what we were getting ourselves into. You were so sweet and supportive. I appreciate how you came to every appointment you could, the time you stopped at the store to get me a crazy craving, and how you tried to make me feel better about all the strange changes happening with my body. You've been working so hard the whole time we have been married to support first me while in school and now our family. I know your various jobs aren't fun or what you would like to be getting paid for, but you always had a great attitude and work ethic. You should be proud of yourself for that. You have really stepped up as the provider of this family. You have also been a great leader as I struggle in my faith you are there to remind of the simple truths of God's grace and plan for our lives.

Now our little girl is almost here and I cannot believe how much of the family she is already. You tell and kiss her goodnight. She wakes up and responds to you. I think she knows when you put your hands on my belly because she always starts dancing- and just think soon she'll be dancing standing on your feet. I love how when we talk we always says something about "I can't wait til she's old enough to do this or go here..." or we day dream about what she'll like, what color hair she has and all the fun, challenging and difficult times to come. I've gotten to hold and carry this little one for months now, and even though I am very excited to hold her in my arms I might be more excited for you to see you hold your daughter for the first time. I can almost picture the nervousness and joy on your face. You will be a wonderful father.

I truly believe our love for each other is so much stronger than it was before. It was our love and God's love for us that has created this new life. I cannot believe I get to share this adventure with such an amazing guy and friend. As our marriage and family grows, so does our relationship. While I know it will be difficult, I am confident we will both always work to keep our marriage a central element of our family. Thank you for all you do, all you are and everything you are working to improve. I love you my darling husband.